The Blasphemer by Nigel Farndale

Author:Nigel Farndale
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Publisher: Doubleday
Published: 0100-12-31T22:00:00+00:00

Daniel sat down, not taking his eyes off the screen. A stillness fell over the house as if the air was thickening; the only sound was the muffled knocking of the steam in the radiators.

i’m stalling. i’ve never kept a diary before. I’m not sure what to put it in. tom says diaries are useful – ‘therapeutic’ – because they help you come to terms with thingjgs that arebothering you. It it’s written down it stops buzzing round nad round your head. You should just record whatever is on your mind. So what is bohtering me? Well, daniel mostly. It’s not the things that used to bother me, like him not helpingwith the shopping and keeping the house tidy and never helping with martha’s homework and never putting the loo seat down and always beingon his computer instead of spending time with us and always asking me what’s wrong in front of Martha so I can’t tell him and always having to be right about everything and always finishing my sentences and never listening to me and taking me for granted and ignoring me. He walked right past me while I was washing the pans the other day, didn’t even notice. But that’s not it. he’s a good father. He’s a good man at heart. But for years I have felt lonely and permanently as if his time is more important than mine. I have always ignored these feelings because I knew he loved me but since the crash … He never looks me in the eyes. And he keep smiling all the time … and I’m feeling better all ready.

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